Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

16 days..

She's coming back in 16 days......!!!
XD

i miss her so so much...

cant wait to hang out, shop, sleepover, EAT, talk, LAUGH..........



<3

Sunday, July 18, 2010

random updates...

this post will be really random.

don't really know what to write... but since tonight i am quite free tonight... so here goes.

well,... almost everyday i hear this question.
"So....when are you going to study?"
=.= gahhh.... i hear it everyday....sometimes from the same people. and i give the same answer. don't know how many hundreds of times already. =X
well...i honestly don't know when i am going off to study.
i feel so so...OLD. haha... 19 already and not even started my university life!
well since i couldnt get into SG...i'm trying to apply to Australia...hoping England too. not sure where i will end up going to study or when i will be going. =S might be this year..might be next year. it's all so unplanned and uncertain. sigh.... i hate that. i don't like being unsure and i hate it when things are last minute and unplanned!
i'm really looking forward to going to study, actually. =D i would definitely prefer England. i like the lifestyle there and the people so much. Europe and England are my favorite parts of the world. would so much rather go there to study than any western countries in the Southern Hemisphere.
well....trying and praying and waiting!

hmmm.... life goes on slowly and quietly and CALMLY without my dear Rachael Mia. i miss her very very terribly much!!!! =( sometimes i still tear up when i think of her...
but we email each other and skype and text. so it's ok la. at least she's still within MALAYSIA. =) she's settling in really well there.. HEH. =D happy for her......

well, Sam's back! hehe.... the house is so much noisier with the two boys reunited. lol.
whole family is back in the house once again! what a rare thing... but then....i still get left home alone sometimes! gahh.... like last night.......brothers out to youth...parents out to confirmation. me....alone.at.home. =S i admit...i was kinda scared. heh..... cuz the house is so big.....and sometimes i hear sounds. lol.. i know im just scaring myself though. normally just distract myself by watching tv and eat eat eat EATING. =D
telling myself gotta get used to it if not next time how to live alone in college or after college when i'm outside working?? =S grow up, sarah!

been working in ASAA for about..... one year and 7 months. been enjoying it very much! growing closer to my students everyday. i realized that they actually DO pay attention when i talk. lol.... sometimes the imitate the way i talk....or act. haha..it's kinda cute. will definitely miss them dearly when i go off to study......

la la la...

watched quite a few movies recently. Eclipse and Inception.
well...Eclipse was....hahaa........i'm sad to admit it...but it was kinda disappointing! =( Twilight was SO much better. waiting for the next two movies!
Inception. haha..another surprise. i thought it was a typical "guy" action movie. i thought "oh no...it's gonna be SO boring for me laaaa.."
but actually...i really enjoyed watching it. very interesting.
my normally movie choice is comedy/romance.. =D typical girl hor. but this time......surprised myself and really liked this thriller/sci-fi/action movie.

August is coming soon! heh..... quite a few birthdays in August. =)
not sure what to buy or what to do for those certain people. =.=
little brother has requested so many things for his birthday.......party with his fav food...chocolate cake made by me. =.= and of course he wants this and that for pressie.
he'll be 16 this year lo!! wahh...big boy liao actually. yet we still see him as a baby. sometimes i still think he is 12 or something. hehee....
and another special someone is turning 18 in August. hmmmmmmmm..... what to do what to do? >.<

oh well.....i'm quite hungry. have been craving cendol and coconut pudding for a few days already. hehe..... really gotta have it soon!!

that's all for tonight, guys. =)

will update again soon if there is anything to update about. =.=


xoxo


Friday, July 9, 2010

up to Heaven....

today......it was probably the happiest day in my teaching experience yet.

I had just read a story to my students in class.. and i asked them to color a picture.
so as they were coloring... suddenly Chen-Chen asked me quietly,
"Teacher.....i want to up with God."
i was like... "WHAT??"
ya, i know his grammar is pretty bad.....but his English improves day by day. =)
then he seemed very shy and i didnt know why. then he said again "how to be up with God?"
i was still quite blur.... that's the result if you dont eat your breakfast! brain cant function properly.so eat breakfast! lol...
then i asked him what he meant...n he asked my how to be with God "up there" after he dies.
wah liao.......so young and think about after die where he wana go.

so i was very happy to explain to him about Heaven and how to go "up there"...
and he prayed and asked Jesus into his heart.
i was so happy...while praying i started to tear up and almost cried.
and after that, little Mel who was also listening to our talk also said she wants to go to Heaven too. so prayed with her also.

i was really overjoyed. could not stop smiling after that.


children may be young and you think they don't know much. but one thing i learnt is that they watch you very carefully and they DO know and absorb alot of information and they understand more than we think they do.
i used to be very doubtful when a little kid makes a decision to accept Jesus. i would think to myself "does he really know what is going on? or is he just doing it to follow his friends......?"
but after teaching my kids... and after hearing their questions about God... and after seeing their faces.. i think that sometimes children are even more sincere and sure in their decisions than adults.

so i hope when they grow up, they will remember this and ask Jesus into their hearts again.


ahhh...... i feel so happy. =D
they can read. (i teach them phonics)
they have Jesus.
my job as a teacher is done. LOL


Wednesday, July 7, 2010

a final goodbye....

my dearest darling/best friend/shoulder to cry on/chocolate supplier,
Rachael Mia.

she moved to Kuching today... going off for further studies.
well......she came to school for a final hug and goodbye.
it was pretty sad and tearful. =S
but we sent her off as happily as we could.

last Friday, we had a farewell dinner for her.
we went to Upperstar then to Room25 for further yamcha...

i gave her a collage... =D
made it with the help of my assistant. heh....
i love you, rach!!! <3
you mean so much to me.....
laughter... always present!!
i will miss laughing like crazy with you, rach.. >.<
=)
natalie....
with BETTY....
group photo.......



i miss you so much, Rachael!!!!!!!!

come back soon....please?


xoxo


Sunday, June 27, 2010

heavy-hearted.

hmmmmmmm....

it's raining.
when it rains.....it's good for two things.
#1. SLEEP
#2. emo-ness... haha.

well....i'm sad. my best friend and ever present shoulder to cry on is moving away!
sigh.... i dont know how i can survive without her by my side.
who will i go all hyper and crazy with?
who is gonna laugh with me for no particular reason other than......just....to laugh. =.= yes, we LOVE laughing for nothing.
who will i call when i want to scream?
who will give me chocolates and hugs on sunday to cheer me up?
who is gonna be on my side and listen to all my complaints and problems.....??
i need her. i dont want her to leave....
but everyone has to move on. sooner. or later. =(
she's leaving in..... 11 days.
11 days!!!!!!
gahhhh................what am i gonna do without you oh, RACH!! >.<
you are always there for me. always make me laugh even when the whole world seems to be crumbling in front of me. and always advising me and scolding me when i need to be scolded. XD
i will miss you so so so SO very much....
=(


oh.....now about my own future.
well...got rejected by SG. hmm... was very disappointed when i found out the news.
so i have been looking at other options.
have applied to another university...in Australia. if i do get in...i might leave in July already!
but i dont know if i am ready for it......
July....??!?!?!?
after being rejected from SG, my heart was all set to stay in KK till next year. at least celebrate my birthday, and Christmas one last time in KK.
but now......change of plans again. and i might have to leave in July. so not emotionally prepared for that.
i dont know how i can go through it....but i know somehow i must. sooner. or later. >.<

i dont even know if i want it to happen..........if it does, great. i can finally go off to uni! i have been waiting so long to start university life!
but if it doesnt...............i'll be quite happy too because it means i have more time here in KK and more time to prepare myself. hmmmm....
i can only wait n see what happens.

praying hard.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

oh meee oh myyyy...

well..just got home from math tuition. hmmm....
what can i say? where do i start...?

@.@

last night, went to tuition too. well, the teacher said that this paper that i am going to sit for is REALLY HARD. well, i know that already laa. =.= and he said i need MINIMUM three months to cover Trigonometry if i am smart. =X aiks...i only have a few days neh!! and......i don't know if i am smart or not tiam. faints.
well he said just hope that the questions that come out are more on probability, statistics and quadratic equations. goodness, i am praying hard!!! >.<
because this sample paper that i downloaded from the university site......16 out of the 20 questions are trigonometry/add math questions. GAH GAHHHH....
and my math standard is only SPM and SAT lorr..


in the past three weeks, i have covered 12 out of the 21 themes/topics.
only 12, you might ask? well, for me it is quite alot laa.. =X
Indices.
Surds.
Graphs and coordinate geometry.
Simultaneous equations.
Polynomials.
Quadratic functions.
Sequences and series.
Binomial expansions.
Matrices.
Probability.
Measures of central tendency and dispersion.
Discrete random variables.

PHEW. alot right? well...NO. because i have not covered trigonometry.... and as i said, more than half the paper is about TRIGONOMETRY!! oh me oh my. WHY WHY WHY???

tonight...went to tuition again. at a different teacher. lol.
and she said that the math questions are for people who want to be engineers or something. what are they in my entrance exam for the Bachelor of Education course?? I HAVE NO IDEA! plus,'i'm majoring in English.. not math. GAHHHHHHHH... sure i expect to do basic math in university..but not add math and trig. @.@

showed her my textbook.... she looked at it. and from the expression on her face....i wanted to faint. =X she said it would take her two years... TWO YEARS to teach the things from that book. and i had like what...three weeks?? OH MY.

stuff i have not gone through?
-trig functions.
-exponential/logarithmic functions.
-functions. *scratching head--why so many functions ah????
-inequalities.
-differentiation.
-integration.
-permutations and combinations.
-normal distributions. *normal distributions?? so is there a math topic called "abnormal distributions?? lol.
-sampling.

@.@ how ler?

well,tonight teacher went through the questions in the sample exam paper...
goodness...as she explained..i listened as hard as i could and tried to cram all that info into my tiny little brain.
but after a while....i could feel my head spinning.. my eyes getting blur...
one questions asked to "Convert the parametric equations x= sec t and y= tan t into a Cartesian equation." what does it mean? i have no idea....lol
well........i saw the word "paramedic" instead of "parametric". and i almost asked her why a paramedic was involved in the question...luckily i kept quiet la. >.<

finally got home...after about two hours of math math math and non stop math....
i walked straight to the fridge and got out chocolate and milk.
terus felt so CALM!! lol......
seriously stress. yet feel so at peace. the amazing thing about chocolate. =D

all i know is i've studied as much as i possibly can. =X
all i can do is try lorr.. sigh.


"Hope for the best... Prepare for the worst."
i am so hoping that i can at least pass this entrance exam and get into the university.
preparing my heart just in case i dont get in... where do i go then? still thinking... because i ont really wana go oversees! >.<
oh well....God help me.



good night.



xoxo

Thursday, May 6, 2010

heebie-jeebies.. =X

@.@
exam is in 9 days!

English for me is fine. however....math........is not my strong point at all. =X
why does this entrance exam have MATH?!??!?!?!?!??!?! gahhhhhh.....
and it is A O level math... like ten times harder than the SATs. like seriously.
=(

gone into a mode of hysteria and panic.
everything that i read is totally not making sense to me!
the words seem all blurry... =S
that day i read the piece of paper... it said MATH EMATICS. and i had to take a moment to think..."what is that?" a few seconds later, i realized...that it said....mathematics. =.= not my fault. the paper had a typing mistake and separated the word with a SPACE! >.<
omg.

actually....alot of the concepts i know. i think. =X but what i know is very basic... the things asked for in the exam are WAY harder and higher level than what i have learned so far. and in the exam paper, they ask the questions is a very different way than i am used to!
i learned using American curriculum and this AO level math paper is British! so different!! gahhhhh....

faints**

Oh, God help me!!
going into full-time study mode tomorrow!!!!!
no going out.. except for Saturday night with the gang. =D cuz we already planned it for ages.
no facebook.... ok wait.....facebook for 10 minutes a day max for now la. >.<
no tv. no problem for me.... hehee...
sleep early. as usual.
pray more..... need it!!
eat.....more?? hahaa.. especially brain food like CHOCOLATE!!! =P rach, feed me feed me.


good night, people.
tomorrow is a long day.
GAHHH!!! @.@




zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Thursday, April 22, 2010

"thou shalt not steal..."

today it was the first time I felt so absolutely disappointed and saddened by my students.... or more like...student.

well.....here's the story.

today, during class, Lenny** tried to steal Kenny's ** Ben10 eraser. =.= why would you want to steal an eraser???!?!?! kids are so.....bizarre.
i say tried...because he got caught. another teacher saw him sneakily take the eraser from the table and put it into his pocket and then into his pencil box.
when she questioned him about the whereabouts of this oh so coveted eraser...he said he didnt know where it was.
and she opened his pencil box.....and THERE IT WAS. sigh.

so she reported it to me and i had to talk to him about it.
Lenny is in my mentoring group (in school, we do morning devotions before starting work), and i had just taught them the 10 Commandments last Tuesday!!
and as you all know...the 8th commandment is "You shall not steal."
so even though he was not directly disobeying ME...i felt sad that what i said hadn't even gone in one ear and out the other....it hadn't gone in his ears AT ALL!!! *faints*

when i asked him about why he did it. he just kept scratching his head and saying "i don't think i took it.... maybe it was me??"
UGHHH!!! the evidence was already in my hands and he still tried to deny it to me. goodness. how stupid do these kids think their teachers are????!!!?

well....i had a long talk with him. and i kept emphasizing how wrong it was to take something that did NOT belong to you. to steal. i know it's not a big deal. just an eraser. but we dont want him to cultivate this habit of taking people's things because it will not be good for him in the future if he continues doing this.
i decided not to discipline him this time but gave him a strong warning that if he repeated this serious offense........i would not be so merciful. lol.
and i told him that tomorrow he must apologize to Kenny and return the Ben10 eraser.

normally when students do something wrong, i get mad. but this time....i was not angry at all. yea, i know. weird isn't it? sarah not getting mad. ooooo....
i just felt utterly disappointed. with him. and a little with myself.
are my teaching skills not good or what?????? or do his ears just automatically close when i am talking?


i dont understand how when i teach the kids something...and ask if they understand what i have just said. they say yes..and they can even repeat what i said. and yet the next second they will do the exact opposite of what i told them to do!! gahhhhhhhhhh.... this teaching thing ain't as easy as i thought it would be. =.=


sigh.
God help me. lol...... i do not want high blood pressure and white hair so fast!!! >.<


this incident kinda spoiled my mood for the rest of the day.
but i released tension when i practiced my ballet! =)



going to sleep. i need sleep!!
been dreaming about ballet and my ballet exam for the past few nights. cant wait till it's over!



**names have been changed.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

distressed.

sighhhh.....

terrible day.
first.....ulcers around in my mouth are making me suffer. even talking is so xin ku...ughh.

second....first thing in the bright morning. do i get a "good morning" greeting from students? NO.
instead....a scolding from one of the parents.
her daughter got a demerit from another teacher....for forgetting to bring home her PE clothes yesterday. and the girl was crying as if her cat died or something. dramaqueen.
so the mom came n scold and accuse US, the teachers, why do we want to punish her "poor little daughter"!!!
i explained to her that we remind all our students everyday to bring home their bottles, lunchboxes, etc. and we have told them since the school started (which was three months ago) that they will get a demerit if they forgot. so it's not that we simply punished her daighter!
and i told her this will help them be more responsible.

but what did the mom say? "dont punish my daughter. if she does wrong, dont give her demerits. because it will make her not want to go to school."

goodness!!! i was speechless. i was thinking in my mind that there is NO such school that doesnt punish students ok! or is there?

so i told the mom is not a serious thing. we didnt even scold the girl ahhhh....why is she crying? we just asked her to stick it on her office n told her to remember to bring her stuff home next time MAH!
GOSH LAAAAAAAAAAAA. faint.

but the mom insisted that we should not give punishments to little kids because they are young n just need to relax and have fun! =.=
sighh....if you want your children to have fun, keep them at home. yes,school is fun...but it is also a serious learning place. isnt it???? and this small thing will just teach them to be responsible next time and to NOT forget things mah. AH-DUH-HAI!!!!!!!

SIGHH.

felt so hurt after the mom left. ONE tear... yes, only one. =D (rach..dont call me cry baby ok!) rolled down my eyes. and i wiped it away before the kids could see it.

my fellow teacher told me dont worry or be so stressed about it. because we are doing the right thing to teach the kids responsibility. felt a little better...but still sad.


as if the day couldn't get any worse....
went to dentist!!! arrghh..lucky he didnt do much. just check and done. phew.

but after that...paid parking ticket.
and when i came home, found out the guy wrote the wrong car plate number!!
ARRGGGHHH. tambah stress la!
sigh. oh well, dad'll be back tonight. will ask him what to do la. =X




oh goodness. what a day.

worst day i have had in the whole year. =X and the year is just gtting started.

ballet later too... =X


thank goodness for my "laughing-medicine"..... rach... =) hehe..

Thursday, January 14, 2010

his tears,rage...and sugar covered face.

i consider today a good day for me.
why? because i didn't shout at the students... that is really an achievement for me. =D

hmm. the most interesting part of the day was when Jon-Jon got a detention. he's a new student.
first, he started crying when he saw all his friends going out to play and eat. he also started to scream so loud! and he started hitting the chair and bitting his shirt. he looked pretty violent. side effects from watching too much Naruto? haha.
he bit his button till it broke in half!! aiks. =X

he was so mad. he kept shouting and screaming for a loooong time. when i say scream i mean really scream ok. it was so loud. people from outside kept looking in because they heard him...they were probably wondering why he was so hysterical.
Mdm N. and I just sat there doing our work while he let out his anger.
then finally he crawled under the table... =.= and cried and shouted under there.
and he kept shouting "people hungry also dont let them go eat!!!!"
it was kinda funny.... =P

after 15 minutes,.... i went to talk to him. i wasnt the one who gave him the detention so i think he listened to me la.
and i brought the poor boy down to eat a donut. i didnt want him to starve ok! lol.

i 'pei' him while he ate his donut.... it was cute because his face was all wet with tears and mucus. =X so all the sugar from the donut stuck to his face. hehe.... yuckky and cute at the same time.
my theory is after scolding or punishing them, must sayang the kids back. so i 'manja' him a bit lor....help him wipe his tears, wipe the sugar from his face, ask him if he wanted water, and hold his hand while we went back up to our class. lol.

in the afternoon....worked at PLC. got a drawing and a bag of candy from some of the students.
that was my day at school. =)


after school...i went to the dentist with Kuan.
yaiks.... he drilled our teeth. =X

had ballet at night.
it was a good class... teacher said we have improved alot. =D yay...



good night!!


xoxo

Monday, January 11, 2010

cell group farewell.. =(

this post is almost one week late.

well, last Wednesday, 6th January..
our cell group had a farewell dinner for the Gintings.
they will be moving away! =(

we went to a restaurant at Kolombong.
super nice food and good price too.
then after dinner, we came back to have a short cell meeting.
cell group is always full of fun and laughter for us.
but it was a sad night because Josh and Deb will be going away.

after cell group...we all went out to yam cha. =D


Becca, Josh, & Deb....you guys have been great friends!
always making us all laugh.
will miss you terribly.

xoxo

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

it's another day gone by

i enjoyed my lunch with Betty Babe just now.
we laughed alot as usual.... 
always have a good mood when i'm around her and rach. 

i dont know why but the three of us always seem to understand each other so well.
and we have one thing in common.. no..no. TWO.
#1. we LOVE to laugh... at absolutely ANYTHING. really... we can laugh all night long and still laugh till morning. =P
#2. we like to gawk at hot guys. heheheeee.. well, so does every other teen girl i guess. 

i have cell group later!
yay...the highlight of the middle of the week. haha.
i LOVE mondays cuz that's the first day of school every week... (during school time i mean.)
i LOVE saturdays cuz it's the weekend! i love work...but i do need rest too. =P
but i totally LOVE wednesdays...cuz i can meet my cellies and have a great time with them.

=)





that's all for today.
it's Dad's birthday!! Happy Birthday! 



xoxo

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

it's December..

December is finally here!

Christmas is coming soon...
Youth Camp is even sooner. waahhh...
and New Year is also around the corner. =)

I can't wait to start a new year actually.... 
I want to get back to work. Hehe... 
I really miss them. =(

I want to go take photos again!
So miss the feeling... =D
but i have braces now..... =X nahh! that ain't gonna stop me. 
hehehehhehehheeeeee.
soon..!!! finding time and place and opportunity for them to be free. 




oh well....
i will sleep early tonight.

so tired.
ballet was good just not...but i sweat like anything!
at least i can exercise.. 
ballet...and shopping. my holiday work out plan.
=D



xoxo

Thursday, November 26, 2009

traffic jam!!!

i had a dentist appointment today.

it was at 4.30pm...so i left church at 4pm. plenty of time right??
since the dentist is SO near... Api Api only mah. can reach within 10 minutes....normally.

but...today!
aiyoyo.......
it took me ONE HOUR...just to drive from church to Api Api.
and i hadn't even stepped into the clinic after one hour. 
sighh..
i really don't know WHY there was such a big jam today.... 
i got so frustrated...... my legs were tired, i couldn't feel my butt, my hands were hanging lifeless on the steering wheel.....
thank goodness for Hitz.FM!!!! otherwise i would have gone crazy inside the car.....alone for one hour...and barely moving!
sigh. i have never been in a traffic jam like this before...!

i was very late for my appointment.. =S 
but Doctor R. was very fast & i was out of the clinic within 15 minutes!
phew....

and luckily....it only took me 5 minutes to drive from Api Api back to church.
if i had to sit in the car for another hour...i tell you! i would have exploded!




apart from that...i'm am totally enjoying my holiday! 
going out with friends...watching movies....on my laptop the whole day...reading books....watching endless hours of tv... just some of my favorite holiday activities. =P
yes, i do miss my kids and the busy-ness of work...but sometimes, lying at home eating chocolates all day while watching tv is just so.......satisfying and relaxing. =D
=)

excited that Christmas is coming soon.

good night.

xoxo

Friday, November 20, 2009

ASAA Award's Night!!

Award's night!!

wow... started the day very early... 7.30am.. practices!
my dear Nat... aiyo. she broke her ankle while practicing dance!
so she came to Award's night with crutches!! aikssss...

in the afternoon...went to the saloon.
then came home.. tried to sleep. but couldnt!!
too excited about the night.


arrived at 6pm...
did my girls' hair and make up..
The Little White Angels... haha.
i dont have a pic of them in their costumes.... mayb post it another day. =)
they danced so well. 
many performances......

my older girls did a dance too!!
so proud of them. 
this video is of the finale. =D 


andrew playing the saxophone.

ASAA choir.
after the choir....
it was Award's presentation.
dont have pics tho. =X
all in other cameras.

then the SPM group sang a song.
and we also sang a farewell song for them cuz they're leaving next year.

after everything....
i hugged my kids goodbye.
i start to cry. oh me oh my... =S
some of them i wont see anymore next year. so sad!! haiz.
i miss them all already!!

cleared up...
and went to Pavilion for refreshments.

Marichoon..... =D

my beloved Ting Ting....
love her lotss....
Sarah & Sarah.
=P
both got braces tiam.
my dear Angie! havent seen her in a long time..
i miss our old gang... hehe.
Sophia!
josh....
little brother... =)
Mom...
Marichoon made me a card. how cute. =P
and Rac gave me candy!! omg..i love this korean candy.


tonight was great!!
=)

but i am so exhausted right now...
going straight to bed!
tomorrow.... staff meeting & rach's birthday!


xoxo





Wednesday, November 11, 2009

cell group and food.

went to work today. =)
missed my kids so much.... 

preparations for end of year.. Award's Night.... Report Cards.. etc.
=X hectic-ness. no time to eat!! 

practices practices practices.....
planning planning planning....

cell group at night.
was very relaxing and fun.
betty is back to our cell! haha.. missed her so much.
the cell is immediately noisy again. =P

after cell group... we had chicken wings and legor in Cynthia's house.
yummy.... i have never had legor before. awesome!!! so so yummy. 

then.....helped in the filming of the caroling video. 

home now.
got to prepare alot of things to bring to school tomorrow.

plans for cell group x-mas party!
plans for darling rach's birthday...
goodness!!! my mind is so full oh.


time to sleep!!!!!!


Zzzzzzzz......


xoxo

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

day of rest..

i was sick today.
so i stayed home..
slept the WHOLE morning...till noon...

finally got up and ate some panadol.. then went down to find food.

felt a bit better in the afternoon,....
so i watched tv. 
and rested more.

night.... 
i can finally eat rice! 
i havent eaten rice for... wah..nearly one week!
glad to be back to eating normal food. 
but then this thursday will go through the whole
cycle of suffering again!
lower braces going in. =X
sighhh................

well, good night.


xoxo

Sunday, November 8, 2009

no pain no gain.

ughh...
teeth and gums and cheeks still hurt like crazy!!
the worst part is the ulcers. =X 
it's ok. years from now i will just see my nice teeth..and i wont remember the pain. =S


at least today i ate KFC.... cheesy wedges!
finally a change in diet. 
=D bored of bubur already.... 
la la la la la la la la la.

i have extra ballet class later!
oh me oh my.... going to be so tired out.
well....i think i will drop by Yoyo for some comfort.
=D

tomorrow starts another week.
soon it will be school holiday!!
yay....


xoxo

Saturday, November 7, 2009

pancakes.... n lots of milo!

ECA today...
pancakes.
the kitchen scene.
after ECA...
we hung out in the cafeteria.
laughed alot... 
with Leon's sunnies.
nat ah nat.... =P 

lunch... bubur.
ughh.. but kakak's bubur is nice la. very tasty. hahaha... 
i had three bowls of it for lunch.. and three cups of milo.
=X

slept for three hours...
then woke up.. MORE milo. oh goodness.
the highlight of the day.....i got milky tea!!
haha.. without the pearls today. but still...my comfort!!!

dinner was bubur again. haizz..
while bro was munching on fried chicken wings!!
hmphh... 

tomorrow..... i will see my partner in laughter.
=P


good night.


xoxo

Friday, November 6, 2009

hungry hungry HUNGRY!!

i'm so hungry!!!
ughhh...
when i'm hungry....i get into a bad mood.
dont know why...i'm just like that.

cant eat properly.
whole day just ate...actually is mostly drank::
bubur, milo, soda lime, milo, mashed potatoes, 
milo...
that's it. 

teeth are starting to ache now.
so cant chew. =X
goodness....
i want to eat chicken wings!!
burgers!!
roti canai...!!!
lol

that's all for now.

xoxo